I am trying so hard to keep/remember my faith. I DO have faith in the Lord, I know that we are all in HIS hands. It's just so hard not to keep wondering about the "what if's?" Quite frankly I'm nearly sick worrying about it. I keep telling myself to "give it to God," but somehow it keeps popping up in my head.
(Isn't she beautiful?)
This baby girl is SO SWEET, she smiles so much I have to wonder if her face doesn't hurt. She is such a ray
of sunshine. I can't believe that God has given her to me. She is so healthy, she weighs 16 lbs and is 26 inches long-already wearing size 9 month in her sleepers-just a reminder she's not five months yet!
And I am terrified that the Lord will take her from me, that something will go wrong and she will be gone.
If you pray, please ask the Lord to guide her surgeon's hand's for a successful surgery next week (Oct. 5) and that there are no complications.
****UPDATE****
I called UK this morning and due to some mix-up they did not tell us that we were supposed to see her neurosurgeon first then go to the pre-op appointment. So we have to do the whole thing next Monday with her surgery on Tuesday. Mom woke up sick this morning vomiting so it's all for the best that we didn't go today anyway! Keep us in your prayers. God Bless!
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I will be keeping your sweet girl in my thoughts that day. Just chant to yourself that everything will be alright. I have a feeling all will be well. Many hugs, hon!
I believe that God doesn't give anything to anyone he doesn't know can handle the situation.
He gave your daughter to your family to take care of while he works his miracles, and you and your family will somehow be stronger as a result of working your way through what now appears to be a very difficult process.
Praying for you and yours...
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